異鄉人在NY,NY,USA

I fell asleep without turning off the light again...
why do i feel so tired every morning, and there is another pimple on my face...painful...

Recently i found myself mentally unstable that i am very sentimental. Feeling like i have a crush on someone i shouldn't have... Weird. It must be my illusion...

I'm so afraid whether i have mental illness which i have been trying hard to avoid...

Gotta work tomorrow morning, hope i can get over today faster....